Sighting

I tried writing it in a “normal way”. It didn’t seem to attract much attention. So now, 4 months after it happened, I will add some details which are very significant to me, hoping it will somehow help the message to reach you and encourage you to reply (regardless of what you will say).
I believe in God who wants to have a personal relationship with every one of us and that He speaks to us about our lives. And He once told me that I will one day encounter a person who would see what my heart is really like and that I should fight for her. This was significant because my heart was rather hidden for most of my life. And on that day, at the Alicante-Elche Airport when I was waiting in line for boarding of my flight to Warsaw, God filled my heart with joy. I felt like my soul was dancing and I know it was also visible outside. And it so happened that you were passing by. I was enjoying my freedom so much that I paid no special attention to any women until that moment. Our gazes met, twice. You went on, but after a minute I saw you again. You sat with your friend in chairs nearby in such a way that we could see each other.
I know it was time for my move and if at that moment I remembered the words from God I mentioned above, I would have approached you. But for some reason I didn’t and all I could think of was to hold on to my newly found freedom. I believe though that there was a reason for the way these events unfolded. I only regret that because of my lack of reaction you might have felt rejected. 
More honesty from me: the moment of freedom you witnessed is not an ongoing state. But it is recurring and I believe I’m on the right path of making it permanent.
I have reasons to believe that you were going to Paris or that you live in Paris and also that you are a teacher.
I went to Paris hoping to miraculously bump into you. Obviously it didn’t happen. Not yet…

An honest chat