Sighting

Im leaving on Monday and I dont have a choice this time,
You’ve accepted it and so have I,
We are at the stage where we can only hope,
Ive loved you since we met but I didn’t have enough guts to tell you,
Everything moves so fast when it comes to us,
We just think and it happens,
How we were talking about u meeting my dad and you just did that day.
I dont know if we will be able to meet before I leave, but As much as I hope I see you one last time,
I know it will break me more than anything that happened in the past two weeks,
As much as I love you, walking through the airports gate and leaving you there just standing will break my heart,
If I could I would never leave your side,
Would always stay here, supporting your highs and lows, all of your accomplishments, big or small.
I knew it since my eyes first landed on yours, ever since our gaze met for the first time, when you rolled down the windshield and I saw you sitting in your car with a smirk.
I don’t want to leave u here without me, but I don’t have a choice right now, but I promise to make myself better, focus on my career so that when I come back there would be nothing creating that fear and distance that we have right now